You probably won’t acknowledge this or even read this but I urge that you do.
I cannot express what a disgusting person I’ve been. I just really looked up to you and felt like your friendship was a gift. Until you were gone and I had time to realize what I’ve become… it was too late. But I just want you to know. No matter where I am, no matter what I’m doing, I’ll be there for you. Don’t forget that. You may have moved on but I still think about your music tastes, the drugs we consumed together (the good times we did) Ah! Like out first time tripping together. I never felt closer to anyone that night Peter. Truly. And also how I should have just listened to you. Believe it or not, you were my role model and my best friend. I drove you away with my possesivness and my ego. But I’m working on it. Not for you but for myself. You’ve taught me a lot in our whirlwind friendship. For that I am grateful. I still think very highly of you and miss you. Maybe we can get lunch sometime and smoke a bowl. Probably not. But a boy can dream can’t she!? When we meet again, if we do, I will be thanking you and probably crying. You made a huge impact on my life. I’ll never forget you, but then again who could forget someone as genuine, wonderful and fun as you. I would also like to apologize to Jason. For the short period he knew me I was a fucking awful piece if shit. I won’t try and contact you after this. Minus one exception, I’m going to have Haley bring you and Jason a gift. For you birthday and one for Jason. You guys really are adorable and very much in love. Please accept my one final gift to you. I won’t disappoint you ever again. I I won’t anything you ever again. If this is what you want then very well.
Farewell Mr Protopopus
Take care of yourself